Sunday, October 21, 2012

A 3rd of a life crisis???

The past few months I have been having what I can consider a mid-life crisis.  However, according to my best friend I am too hold for a midlife crisis.  So we are calling it a 3rd of life crisis.

I had so many life changes this year.....that a part of me thinks that I'm overwhelmed.  But then the other part of me thinks that I did not do what I should do in life.  And maybe I should have listened to my best friends mom 11 years ago when she told me I was in the wrong major.

I took a major that I absolutely adore.  And I enjoyed everything about it.  But now I'm wondering, if it was the right career move for me.  Do I regret the path my life took.  Nope, not really.  But I feel I'm missing out on something.  And I may have missed my calling in life.  Maybe not missing out...but a little behind in completing it.

As I sit and contemplate what the next step in life is....well.....this is going to be one intense journey.  And I hope that it goes how it should.  And that I get a better feeling of life/self satisfaction.