sick....

I have been sick this week with cellulitis...they think it started as a bug bite that got really infected. Oral antibiotics weren't working enough. So they put me on an IV of antibiotics. Had a does monday night, tuesday morning, wednesday morning. and I go for another round tomorrow morning. and then we will see what happens.

The meds have been making me groggy and nauseus to know end. and the stupid iv is still in my arm :(

This is what your arm looks like when you have an

IV needle in your arm and you are at home.

THIS SUCKS!!!

Go Away!!!

OHHHH allergies or cold or whatever is trying to mess with my body! You need to go away right now because I DO NOT have the time nor the patience to deal with this!!

Sore throat, sneezing, one watery eye, stuffy!

Stupid changing of the seasons!!!

Bummed out...

My heart is sad to be leaving NJ.

Flying in last week made me have more of a "home" feeling than when I moved back to my home country last year. Funny how that works...

But I am back in 7 and 1/2 months....but who is counting...

JERSEY!!!

I LOVE JERSEY!!!!

It is so great being "home"!!!

I may be from Canada...but I am a true Jersey Girl at heart!!

The Jersey Girl- A love of an unpretentious good time, and a certain sense of style. Jersey girls are about attitude. They're about eating pizza, drinking beer, having great hair - and enjoying it all. She's got a mouth on her and she says what she means. She's got a nice, cheerful laugh...bottom line, all of them are sexy as hell. ---The Star Ledger

Mother...

25 years ago today you passed away. I don't miss you specifically because I don't remember. I do miss the "what could have been". And the idea of having that bond with a mother. I hope every day that I lived a life that you would be proud of.

Lisa Marie Schaub
October 19th, 1966 - August 31st, 1984

The countdown is almost done...

At this time in one week I will be in NJ with one of my dear friends!!!

At this time in 4 days I will be on a plane to Jersey!!! YAAHH!!!

It has been 1 year since I've seen Devin. 2 years since I've seen Sarah, Alli and her family. And 3 years since I've seen everyone else.

I am excited, nervous. Actually I am just happy!!!!

My bestest Alli.....

My dear "sister" Corey!

She is the lovely bride to be and the

main reason for my trip.

In Memory...

Monday was the 2nd anniversary of dad leaving this world. He did move on to a better place. But I am hurting every single day that he is not here.



Dad,

Please know that I was very lucky to have you in my life. Please know that you meant the world to me. There is so much in my life that I would love to be able to have a converation with you and tell you all about. My hopes, fears, dreams, accomplishments. I hope that you are proud of me.

I love you,
Jennifer.

Heinz Otto George Schaub
March 19th, 1936 - August 17th, 2007