PROMOTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was promoted 2 weeks ago!!! I'm so excited and overwhelmed. And now in the process of moving for the promotion!!!
Wish me luck!
A blog about my day to day life and what I am feeling at a given time..
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
3 years...

Today is 3 years in which you have been gone. Please know that I miss you every single day. And I hope that you are watching over me every day and that I made you proud.
Please know that I love you so much. Also know that I felt really fortunate that even though you were my grandpa, you were willing to become my guardian after my mom died and become my dad. Thank you!
I love you!
~Heinz Otto George Schaub~
~March 19th, 1936 - August 17th, 2010~
Saturday, July 10, 2010
FINALLY!!!
FINALLY THE CAST IS OFF!!!!!!!!!
But here is a great pic to show that I usually didn't let the cast bring me down! especially from hanging out/partying with friends! haha.

now comes the time for physio...and so far I'm not a fan. My therapist is great...its just the pain of working the muscles back into shape after not using them for so long...
But here is a great pic to show that I usually didn't let the cast bring me down! especially from hanging out/partying with friends! haha.

now comes the time for physio...and so far I'm not a fan. My therapist is great...its just the pain of working the muscles back into shape after not using them for so long...
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Friday, May 21, 2010
Thursday, April 29, 2010
I AM
Friday, April 9, 2010
Thinking...
When something is bothering me for the most part I can block it out. I can do this when I'm at work or out with people. If something is bothering me I usually try to distract myself with work or with people so I don't have to think about it.
When I am on my own though...different story.
I tend to wallow. Kind of put myself into a little hole in which I really don't have to talk to anyone and am on my own. But when I do this....I overthink the situation, the feelings etc. I mean there is good to this at times. But at the same time I don't think its good.
When I get into this "thinking/wallowing" mode. I am almost catatonic, in a daze. I see and hear what is happening around me. But I don't register it.
I'm not sure what is better for my sanity. Distracting myself or over analyzing it....
When I am on my own though...different story.
I tend to wallow. Kind of put myself into a little hole in which I really don't have to talk to anyone and am on my own. But when I do this....I overthink the situation, the feelings etc. I mean there is good to this at times. But at the same time I don't think its good.
When I get into this "thinking/wallowing" mode. I am almost catatonic, in a daze. I see and hear what is happening around me. But I don't register it.
I'm not sure what is better for my sanity. Distracting myself or over analyzing it....
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