I AM

LEAVING FOR JERSEY!!!

That's right in just a few hours (7 hours to be exact)!

I will be boarding a plane and heading to

Jersey!!!

Thinking...

When something is bothering me for the most part I can block it out. I can do this when I'm at work or out with people. If something is bothering me I usually try to distract myself with work or with people so I don't have to think about it.
When I am on my own though...different story.
I tend to wallow. Kind of put myself into a little hole in which I really don't have to talk to anyone and am on my own. But when I do this....I overthink the situation, the feelings etc. I mean there is good to this at times. But at the same time I don't think its good.
When I get into this "thinking/wallowing" mode. I am almost catatonic, in a daze. I see and hear what is happening around me. But I don't register it.
I'm not sure what is better for my sanity. Distracting myself or over analyzing it....

Cruise!!!

So a month ago I went on a cruise that I won through work. There were about 75 work employess from my group and from the Chicago group. It was an awesome time on board the Navigator. Which also allowed me to see some really great friends that I used to work with on ships.

Marie and I on formal night.

Reunited with my lovely Sher Bear Sher Lynn

And cheesy cruise ship pic in the port of Miami.